since i was still in elementary school, I was really addicted with anything that have correlation with anime and manga.. altough I could only watch it in TV (and it was subbed by Indonesian people) and I started loving the anime song
especially when it was performed with LARUKU or MAAYA SAKAMOTO
As the timeflows, my list of fave anime song expanded, I like almost every anime song and the other japan song (which even not used in opening/ending in anime) some of them was so memorable and I just can get out it in my head..
just liking the anime music was not enough for me.. I also addicted in manga and really dreaming to become a legendary mangaka such as AKIRA TORIYAMA
that's why I keep drawing and creating manga
I was driven to draw draw an DRAW, and as the peak of my effort I trying submitting my comic proposal to the publisher..
and as the result my comic proposal was rejected (sometimes I got no answer) succesfully .waaa.
I always try to submit my comic but.. it always get an EPIC fail
between years of 2003 till 2005 was the most depressing years for me.. (and knowing that ZONE is no ore exist makes me more depressed in abyss), I got so much stress in School Life makes me become A High Masive Passive person that hell no care with the world .fustrated.
and just song of Maaya could only relaxing my heart (but i still couldn't find any song that could LIGHT UP my SPIRIT until CLIMAX)
years of 2007 till almost end of years 2009, I tried to send my comic again (in start of 2007), but like always.. it was just another failure
I felt my life so empty.. without any meaning of LIFE.. at that time I was absolutely HATE with Drawing and creating Comic (I even BURN all my comic project without hesitation)
I LOST MY DREAM
I LOST MY HOPE
IN THE END I'm just hope that I was NOBODY
(Kingdom heart)
altough I know I still Hate with drawing but I just can't stop drawing (my hand don't allow me to IT).. I keep drawing without any Sense of Life in it.. but I still get help because my heart still got relaxed with my japanese anime song collection (too bad, there was no song could light up my spirit back to life (except The Blackmage instrumental song and other FF themesong, and of course LARUKU)
at March 2010... I was got occupation and at that time I was found SCANDAL in Youtube.. firstly just hear the Shoujo S... and Hey.. I like this one too
Then don't know how, but I feels that my SPIRIT of LIFE back to BURNING again
more I find out the information about SCANDAL in youtube.. More I like them
then I read some comment that really drive me to become more curious about SCANDAL
Thank's to mc for creating this HEAVEN
and thanks to kakuzu for introducing this HEAVEN
and thanks to all contributor of this forum.. so I could FELL IN LOVE to SCANDAL too
why I like SCANDAL? reason is simple.. almost of their song that damn so COOL, I couldn't explain it.. but I feel that my day always felt so bright whenever I hearing their song.. no matter what kind of problem that I must faced in REAL life.. I still could faced it with smile in my face
for me, There is no DAYS without SCANDAL song..
more of it.. everytime I saw their performance video, their Happyness, and their laugh (even their silly gag XD).. I just feel so close to them (like we were a remote siblings XD)
AND.. the most greatest effect of them is.. My sense in Creating comic Was Back and it become GREATER than I expected before.. I just can't helped with this Overwhelming feeling
and VOILA.. I create SHOUJO MAGIC for my way to respecting them changing my Life become better and better.. give me a lot of Positive energy to face this unexpected life .clap.
and MORE THAN just giving spirit of positive to Me....
FINALLY, MY DREAM to become legendary mangaka was back in my heart again.. I continuing My SEALED project W.A.R.F.I.E.L.D:SNOW OF ASH .hardwork.
I just HOPE.. someday..When my sealed project becomes BIG and became Famous in this EARTH (especially in NATION called JAPAN :D )
and it could become anime like GHOST in the SHELL .rich.
I HOPE I Could meet SCANDAL and make them perform the opening, insert and ending song for my W.A.R.F.I.E.L.D:SNOW OF ASH
and that was MY ABSOLUTE FINAL FANTASY of my life, and there is no more happiness could exchange that feeling .dies.
NB:
But I think I must creating Fan base for W.A.R.F.I.E.L.D:SNOW OF ASH first as the beginning of my HUGEE SUTEEPPU :D
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