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I have gotten very busy with work over the last year and it has been a huge distraction for extra time to do some of the little things I once enjoyed so much, like checking into this site daily. It was a morning routine with my coffee before I dug into the work emails. Maybe if I had some time during the day I'd check in again.
But lately, like the last 6 months or so I have... and I know this will be tough for some to accept... I have fallen out of love with Scandal; a band I couldn't make it through the day without listening to or thinking about. Not to boast, but to put into perspective, in my lifetime I have amassed a music collection of well-over 1500 cassettes, 8000 CDs and 3000 vinyl records, and all I would listen to for days on end back to back was Scandal. I essentially ignored most everything else I owned for about a 2 to 3 year period.
It was a late in life obsession for me (I'm 50), and from a rock fan level I hadn't gone through anything like this since I was a teenager with my entire bedroom covered in Van Halen posters.
The relationship started to go sour when the KFTD album came out. It had some good songs, but I wasn't wowed. Not going to go into it now; my review is somewhere on this site. Basically, after HONEY, I was hugely disappointed with their output. Since then I have tried many times to go back to the record and hope that maybe that will be the time I heard that special something I missed initially that will now get me into it and spark up the excitement once more. After all, there have been quite a few songs in the past I wasn't crazy about when I first heard them but now I enjoy, like "Pinheel Surfer" and, well, pretty much most of YELLOW.
No matter how much I returned to KFTD, either off the CD or the vinyl, or watching the individual videos, I couldn't get that enthusiasm back. I still haven't watched my KFTD livestream bluray. I ordered that as soon as it was announced, and watched it stream live. I have only listened to the disk once. I think part of it is they performed to no one and it wasn't so exciting. And they played a lot of the KFTD songs that missed having a live reaction. It sounded sterile to me compared to the live experiences I have known from them.
I had hoped this was a bump in the road, and like all good relationships you have those ups and down, but in the long term it is all going up and it's good. Then all the singles started coming out, and they have been very hit or miss for me. The days when I would sit through "Stamp" or "Love Me Do" over and over again to enjoy the song had long past. One or two listens, even if I initially liked it (!), was all I was willing to give. I kept thinking when they release their next full-length CD these will all be in context and have more impact. I'm still waiting, and I'm hoping this to be true.
Adding to the music woes, I started getting really bored with a lot of what they were offering on the information side. It's funny, one of the biggest draws to Scandal Heaven was I could finally find transcribed material of their interviews and TV broadcasts. This is a wonderful fan site. But now that they are more popular, or more prolific, I grew tired of all the non-music stuff they offered. I sat through the first couple Rina video blogs and determined that was a waste of my time. Her regular blogs don't hold much interest either, and the radio catch-ups were monotonous. Don't get me wrong, I like them personally and I think they are lovely young ladies. A part of me thinks of them as nieces (yes, I have nieces their age), and I still root for them like they're my own. But there isn't much interest for a 50-year-old man on the musings and daily activities of a 20 or young 30-something woman. Because of that I don't make as much an effort anymore to check in on what they're doing.
This all saddens me that I have lost the love I once had. After all, I still love those old Van Halen records, and I still listen to them quite regularly (in fact I even played a couple yesterday while I worked). My favorite all-time band, The Who, I still buy every new remaster they do even though I already own that particular album five times over. I have about 40 bootlegs of them performing Tommy alone. It still doesn't get old, and I still feel like a teenager when I listen to them. I light up whenever a new Who-related video pops up in my You Tube feed. It seems silly, but I was in that same place with Scandal and now it's gone.
I discovered Scandal when my former marriage was breaking up. Scandal seemed so happy and positive, they uplifted my spirits every time I listened to them or watched their videos. The last couple of years I have been in an excellent relationship that has now taken the place of what Scandal meant in my life. Does this seem weird? Scandal was the rebound girl. I wasn't supposed to have a long existence with her (somewhat pun intended here). This is what it seems like to me. They were just a gateway from the bad ending of one very long relationship going into the next (hopefully) long, full-filling relationship.
As a music nerd, there are a lot of things I hope Scandal would do to improve my relationship. As a good lover I have accepted certain truths: Haruna's voice has changed drastically from her smoky-sounding youth; Haruna and Tomomi no longer split vocals and share that wonderful harmony they once had together; that like all pop bands, they are forever going to be enticed to do some modern production or studio trickery to sound modern and relevant; they are going to let Rina write every song, and Tomomi and Haruna will only write one tune each every five years or so; they experiment far too much to the point that they are losing a musical identity. I can wish over and over again that they will revert on all these, and write more consistently rocking tunes (with no auto-tune or electric drums and synths), but I know it's hopeless. It feels like they're in that U2-"we're artists now" phase, and that type of rock music bores me. Go back to those WAR and BOY days, I don't care Bono that you didn't always sing in key, you had a lot of passion. Now it's pretension. This is kind of how I'm hearing Scandal now.
This is a long post. Kudos to you if you actually read it. I don't know if I'm alone in feeling this. Sometimes I think it's a byproduct of the whole lockdown situation, but I don't have the same feeling towards other artists I enjoy. Then again, so so few of those other artists ever hit my heart like Scandal once did. I feel like I'm breaking up. Please help. I'm actually sad about this.
But lately, like the last 6 months or so I have... and I know this will be tough for some to accept... I have fallen out of love with Scandal; a band I couldn't make it through the day without listening to or thinking about. Not to boast, but to put into perspective, in my lifetime I have amassed a music collection of well-over 1500 cassettes, 8000 CDs and 3000 vinyl records, and all I would listen to for days on end back to back was Scandal. I essentially ignored most everything else I owned for about a 2 to 3 year period.
It was a late in life obsession for me (I'm 50), and from a rock fan level I hadn't gone through anything like this since I was a teenager with my entire bedroom covered in Van Halen posters.
The relationship started to go sour when the KFTD album came out. It had some good songs, but I wasn't wowed. Not going to go into it now; my review is somewhere on this site. Basically, after HONEY, I was hugely disappointed with their output. Since then I have tried many times to go back to the record and hope that maybe that will be the time I heard that special something I missed initially that will now get me into it and spark up the excitement once more. After all, there have been quite a few songs in the past I wasn't crazy about when I first heard them but now I enjoy, like "Pinheel Surfer" and, well, pretty much most of YELLOW.
No matter how much I returned to KFTD, either off the CD or the vinyl, or watching the individual videos, I couldn't get that enthusiasm back. I still haven't watched my KFTD livestream bluray. I ordered that as soon as it was announced, and watched it stream live. I have only listened to the disk once. I think part of it is they performed to no one and it wasn't so exciting. And they played a lot of the KFTD songs that missed having a live reaction. It sounded sterile to me compared to the live experiences I have known from them.
I had hoped this was a bump in the road, and like all good relationships you have those ups and down, but in the long term it is all going up and it's good. Then all the singles started coming out, and they have been very hit or miss for me. The days when I would sit through "Stamp" or "Love Me Do" over and over again to enjoy the song had long past. One or two listens, even if I initially liked it (!), was all I was willing to give. I kept thinking when they release their next full-length CD these will all be in context and have more impact. I'm still waiting, and I'm hoping this to be true.
Adding to the music woes, I started getting really bored with a lot of what they were offering on the information side. It's funny, one of the biggest draws to Scandal Heaven was I could finally find transcribed material of their interviews and TV broadcasts. This is a wonderful fan site. But now that they are more popular, or more prolific, I grew tired of all the non-music stuff they offered. I sat through the first couple Rina video blogs and determined that was a waste of my time. Her regular blogs don't hold much interest either, and the radio catch-ups were monotonous. Don't get me wrong, I like them personally and I think they are lovely young ladies. A part of me thinks of them as nieces (yes, I have nieces their age), and I still root for them like they're my own. But there isn't much interest for a 50-year-old man on the musings and daily activities of a 20 or young 30-something woman. Because of that I don't make as much an effort anymore to check in on what they're doing.
This all saddens me that I have lost the love I once had. After all, I still love those old Van Halen records, and I still listen to them quite regularly (in fact I even played a couple yesterday while I worked). My favorite all-time band, The Who, I still buy every new remaster they do even though I already own that particular album five times over. I have about 40 bootlegs of them performing Tommy alone. It still doesn't get old, and I still feel like a teenager when I listen to them. I light up whenever a new Who-related video pops up in my You Tube feed. It seems silly, but I was in that same place with Scandal and now it's gone.
I discovered Scandal when my former marriage was breaking up. Scandal seemed so happy and positive, they uplifted my spirits every time I listened to them or watched their videos. The last couple of years I have been in an excellent relationship that has now taken the place of what Scandal meant in my life. Does this seem weird? Scandal was the rebound girl. I wasn't supposed to have a long existence with her (somewhat pun intended here). This is what it seems like to me. They were just a gateway from the bad ending of one very long relationship going into the next (hopefully) long, full-filling relationship.
As a music nerd, there are a lot of things I hope Scandal would do to improve my relationship. As a good lover I have accepted certain truths: Haruna's voice has changed drastically from her smoky-sounding youth; Haruna and Tomomi no longer split vocals and share that wonderful harmony they once had together; that like all pop bands, they are forever going to be enticed to do some modern production or studio trickery to sound modern and relevant; they are going to let Rina write every song, and Tomomi and Haruna will only write one tune each every five years or so; they experiment far too much to the point that they are losing a musical identity. I can wish over and over again that they will revert on all these, and write more consistently rocking tunes (with no auto-tune or electric drums and synths), but I know it's hopeless. It feels like they're in that U2-"we're artists now" phase, and that type of rock music bores me. Go back to those WAR and BOY days, I don't care Bono that you didn't always sing in key, you had a lot of passion. Now it's pretension. This is kind of how I'm hearing Scandal now.
This is a long post. Kudos to you if you actually read it. I don't know if I'm alone in feeling this. Sometimes I think it's a byproduct of the whole lockdown situation, but I don't have the same feeling towards other artists I enjoy. Then again, so so few of those other artists ever hit my heart like Scandal once did. I feel like I'm breaking up. Please help. I'm actually sad about this.